Beginner's Mind

Truth Behind Beginners MindPros and cons extracted. Made known as good and bad. Reducing knowledge of the wisdom you once possessed, past tense had. Redefining thoughts to figure out where you left off in your search for understandingMore abrasions to life than conceded, reaching for pedestals your fingers cant grasp demandingEntranced by the fear of not hitting the mark set for ones self. Dieing, but your all your are givingSuppressed by what you know, what you can and wont do, oppressed by the cost of livingAdamant about leading ones own life, no matter what people sayFollowing the rules of the leader, even if wrong; ones ways will not swayChallenging views about facing the real worlds animosity, your thoughts, acting on those thoughtsBeing so caught up in ones self, that it is forgotten the knowledge taughtHalf-believing evolutions theory and half in Gods creation of man. Which do I beseech?So many helpless souls including my own, so unknowingly, how do I reach?